9.18.12
I was mixed on whether or not I was going to continue this. I have a training log on t-nation.com that I've
been updating for close to a year now and I still do the journal. Just for Beth, B-Foss, I'll keep this going.
Highlights from the week
- Started smolov a higher intensity and higher volume squat program, I'm pretty sore
- Went to head of state barber shop, unintentionally got a guido haircut
- Had my cardiology final and did alright, I'm glad we're changing systems
-In football news, the Buckeyes almost gave me a heart attack while studying for cardio, went 2-0 in fantasy and I still don't know what I'm doing, and my high school is 4-0
- Diet has been very poor, started cleaning it up again today
- I've been eating lots of asparagus and I like the way it makes your pee smell
- My boo is coming out to visit on Thursday
Thoughts:
Today in the news Mitt Romney was being attacked for some comments he made. I'll start by saying I'm not a Mitt fan, I currently consider myself a libertarian, but I don't see myself voting for a democrat ever because I hate big government and regulation. Anyway, the republicans in the last two elections have had two fairly liberal/moderate republicans run as their presidential candidate. John McCain and Mitt Romney. As soon as both of them decided to run for president they "modified" their views to fit the party platform. Not genuine, very annoying, and not manly. Stick to what you believe in and follow what you truly believe is the best course for the country.
To my point, I have to say I'm impressed with Mitt for not apologizing or taking back his statements. Even though the statements were not accurate, I really do think he believed in what he was saying. He was candid to a small group of donors. I wish he and other politicians were more candid with their perceptions at all times. Be genuine. The polarization created by being a political puppet is a waste and it creates unnecessary tension between the citizens of the country.
Part of this masking of beliefs is probably a result of our society's new found infatuation with pointing the finger and criticizing other people for any and everything. I think we'd all be better off if we looked at ourselves and figured out how to make ourselves better. Do I fall into this category? Hell yeah. It's a constant battle that I try to work with every day. However, I do constantly try to honestly evaluate myself and determine ways to correct my weaknesses.
Things I know I struggle with: focus, patience, lust, humility, insecurity, comfort/complacency, unnecessary criticism of others, being cynical, envy, lying, stealing, and probably an infinite amount more. I realize my weakness and that I believe is what allows me to constantly strive to be better. I have an accountability partner in my girlfriend who I talk with about goals and we push one another.
We all need to realize that we are entitled to our opinions, we should test them constantly, it's ok if they change, and we probably will never have all the answers. We need to remain skeptical of just about everything. Test it. Don't get caught listening to someone you respect or admire, then regurgitate everything they say. I still struggle with this. I will accept a fact from someone, whether a teacher or a mentor, without having thought about it. I need to work on developing a questioning mind.
Realize statistics are just statistics. They are not facts. As Plato said, "a good decision is based on knowledge and not on numbers."
Sorry scattered again. I'll work on consistency.